Tiffany was devastated, if not for her love of the rodeo she would have died of a broken heart. After spreading her love's ashes over the" Grand Texas Feedlot" Tiffany fell into a deep depression. Tiffany couldn't bear the thought of ever stepping foot on a bronco or bull again, she was crushed. It was during this time that Tiffany looked inside herself and really had to make up her mind, was she going to let Rusty's passing be a wind that blows out her candle or would she use his life as a wind that fills her sail.